712. How to Navigate the Music Business as a Christian Woman with Meezo

[00:00:00] The story is the journey, the testimonies, and the spiritual detox. I'm excited to have a conversation with this young lady, Lisa Sheeza, I entrepreneur to his way or she knows that her own brand CEO doing her little thing

[00:00:13] and doing some great music, the one and only me Zoh, what's going on since? It was good, it was a little childy morning. We good, we appreciate you stopping by. Yeah, yeah, of course. And so let's talk about it. We don't get right into it, Dice.

[00:00:29] Let's talk about a little bit of the journey. Talk a little bit about your faith journey with us. Tell the people a little bit of, you know, some things that God has shown you in your faith journey that maybe didn't know about yourself spiritually, emotionally.

[00:00:42] Yeah, so I grew up in a church based home. So like I had a whole nine, like every Sunday is like me, my mom and her boyfriend, like we always go to church every Sunday, it's all that.

[00:00:54] But in church, like I never really understood like church with like going. Like I was in Cycle Child, like I would sit there and like I would see everybody else, Keshe, no holy ghost and all that and I'm sitting there, I'm like what is this?

[00:01:07] Like I'm very confused, you know what I mean? So eventually, as I kept going, I started getting closer with God. Because I started going to church around like 12, 12 years old. So eventually when I kept going, I started getting closer with God.

[00:01:21] And I ended up having my own personal experience with God around 2020. So this was around like when COVID and all that came out. So I was in my room and I ended up getting like very, very sick.

[00:01:37] So it's going like, my mom, she's thinking that it's COVID, you know, because everybody thinks that is there, because that's what's out. So yeah, my mom was thinking that it was COVID, so she ended up getting me tested. And she got herself tested as well.

[00:01:49] So around that time, you had end up waiting for your taste to come in. It wasn't like how it is now when you can get tested, get your taste back. So I had end up waiting like three to four days over in my room, like isolated from everybody.

[00:02:02] Like because me and my sister at the time, we were sharing room. So she had ended up leaving out of the room and I was just in the room by myself. And around that time, like I was very depressed, like I'm like, I'm worried.

[00:02:14] I don't really have a bad anxiety in their room. All kind of stuff. And I actually ended up like dreaming about the money. So like the enemy was heavily in my head, like telling me I was not going to live.

[00:02:26] All type of stuff was going to do my head. So I had end up standing in the room for four days. What was so crazy? This I knew was good because before that, I was very non-shave on it.

[00:02:36] Like in the world, I was very heavily over into like sick, near music a lot. I didn't really care about anything. I was trying to fit open to the crowd, like all of that, but always knew that I was different.

[00:02:47] So so crazy about it. My mom, like I said, she and I'm getting tested as well. Her taste then I've come back negative like the next day. But for me, I had end up standing in the room three more days.

[00:02:59] So I'm like gut at this point. Like I'm up in here praying, like I'm asking you to get me out of the situation. And it's like I'm not hearing you. So at this point, after that, I ended up becoming very depressed.

[00:03:09] So I'm just sitting there like trying to figure out what is going on. So my mom, like after she found out her taste was negative. She ended up coming in the room. She was like, I don't care if you're sick or not.

[00:03:21] Like in the day your my daughter, I'm trying to see what's going on. We're gonna see Ann pray and my mom ended up giving me like a um... I forgot the name of it, but this is like a book that roots out deenus.

[00:03:31] That's basically the book. So she ended up giving me that book. She was praying over me and everything. And we're so crazy like I ended up standing there two more days after that. So I'm like, really this point. Like this is insane right now.

[00:03:44] So long story short, like um, after those days, I ended up sitting... Well the last day I was in there, I ended up sitting down and I prayed to God. I was like, God, if you get me out of this situation, I'll lay down like the smoking.

[00:03:55] I'll lay down bad associations. I'll lay down like the gang affiliations all at it. Like, and I'll just time my whole entire life around. So the next day, the doctor in a problem, my mom, she was like, yeah, like um...

[00:04:08] Your daughter's a test is negative. So I was like praise God. Like that right there was a whole testimony for me and it's still. So every since then, after I came out of their room, like it was a journey

[00:04:18] for me, like letting go of sick of music. And my biggest thing was like, my mom, like the enemy would always take my mind. So it was very hard at first, like trying to let go of certain things

[00:04:28] in friends, but eventually like I took step by step and now I'm here. Man, thank you for sharing that. That's a very powerful testimony. I'm especially bringing up COVID because it used to keep me all the way back.

[00:04:44] And that was a terrifying time of, am I gonna live through this? I don't know what it is. I don't know. You know how you get rid of it. And um, but shout out to pray and mothers though.

[00:04:55] Mother. Okay, okay. Listen, I know you have me so many days. So tell me how that came about, you know, your conversations with Jesus, healing and motivation. Yeah, so actually, I didn't want to do me so many days.

[00:05:10] But because I've always been at type of a person where I'm always quiet. Like I walk in a room in people who see me and they can say, oh, there have like a strong, a no one's thing on me, but I'm always

[00:05:20] quiet. So good. Tell me this year. Like, this year came in. He was like, I'm gonna leave you to start using your voice. Like you have a strong voice that needs to be out there for people.

[00:05:29] You know, so I ended up just being obedient and I started having me the Monday. It's trying to let people in more about me specifically and especially about Jesus, most importantly. Is that hard for you? Was that hard for you? When you first started doing it,

[00:05:45] just being able to submit and really do a God at college you did do? Did you have some stumbling or some struggles with that? Yes, and most definitely I did because like I said, always been a quiet person. So just like fully being obedient. Like it was hard

[00:06:00] at first but once I started doing it became easier about the day. That's good. That's good. I mean obviously I have a thousand questions concerning you being a female in the game. Like have you ever had any trouble with that? You know, I hear a lot of different

[00:06:18] stories about what we're trying to break through. Sealings and things like that. Have you ever been affected by just being a female in this? Yes, so not as much like with me, start just

[00:06:30] not kind of starting off. But I have kind of been affected because like a lot of I'm learning like over in this space, especially with the dudes specifically, a lot of people

[00:06:41] would like reach out to me specifically trying to like talk to me. Like yeah, kind of like like, you know, kind of like, slow and kind of slow. But they weigh in. You know,

[00:06:53] you can't get mad for a place you decide, play a shootin shot. You know, to be a loser, you know, you might say yes. I have an opinion like, let me like grow me. I'm simply feeling if it's a music right.

[00:07:09] You know, reach out to me like a lot of producers specifically reach out to me and every like I've worked with you in the same beat all day. I'm like okay, you know what I'm saying? Good

[00:07:18] because I'm a just now starting off already like, I gotta get my budget right all day for y'all to be somebody okay. You trying to see me free beat? Some like okay far. Okay. But then after that,

[00:07:27] they'll see me to be so like, okay, can I get a data to this? I'm like, bro. Oh, wow. I'm gonna get better on these three guys. You're gonna have to get him go.

[00:07:44] Look, look, look, look. I don't have a vision where it means a lot of they're doing it respectfully not. They're doing it respectfully. Definitely, you know, put them out there all waxes. They being disrespectful but if they're doing it respectfully, come on now, you know, that's true.

[00:07:59] Yeah, we just started doing that. Don't do her like that. Right hand. Since talk about it, we celebrate 15 years of hip hop last year and I always ask, you know, talk about your experience. What do you think the state and the

[00:08:12] culture of hip hop is all together? Not just C.A.J., but just hip hop 50 years that you think we're still, is it the message still, the message that it needs to be for your pop?

[00:08:23] Has it changed too much, good or bad and different? What do you think the state of hip hop is right now? Um, personally like, I feel like everybody's going their own thing. Like, I feel like everybody is called to something. Honestly, when it comes to hip hop,

[00:08:37] and honestly, I grew up on hip hop. I grew up on like, listen to T.A.J.J., okay, I'm all the day because my mom used to listen to them a lot. Like,

[00:08:47] J.A. was like her favorite. So I always see that bumping in the car, you know? So, um, overall like for hip hop, I feel like the message could be different, honestly. Like, I feel like

[00:08:57] it's especially like in a secular part, like I feel like the message could be different. Like, I see what they're doing and it's working like for the world but I feel like the

[00:09:05] message overall could be different because you have like the women of hip hop, like they're kind of telling like young girls like it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like, it's like,

[00:09:15] they're bodies all of that. So it's like in their hip, like young girls and young men are like, here in this in the music and they're like, oh, like I need a woman like that or a girl

[00:09:24] is thinking like, hey, like I need to be like her, you know what I mean? So I feel like the overall message and it's so could be different. You know? That's good. That's good. Um, so let's

[00:09:34] talk about this music. Like, what is it that you're working on right now? Are you working on a full project? That maybe we don't know about, ah, you know what I'm saying to you? What I'm

[00:09:44] working on something with somebody like, what was that look like for you? Yeah, so I'm currently right now, like I'm not working on a project right now but my thing right now with music

[00:09:56] last year added really release anything like last year I was really trying to figure out who Miso was. Like so this year specifically I'm starting to take music series like I want to start dropping consistent singles for right now and really right now I'm honestly just trying to

[00:10:14] listen to guys voice when it comes to this overall because I know as long as I continue to listen to his voice I can be able to create the movement that I want to create within music, you know?

[00:10:25] So right now I'm just consistently focusing on dropping singles like getting consistent with that and once I do that then I'll come out with like a project and album. Talk a little bit more about

[00:10:38] the movement when you say, you know, you're hearing from me want to make sure you hear clearly from God and what the movement is, what are you trying to deliver in your bars that's different

[00:10:47] from maybe everybody else that they're letting them put it out there? Yeah so like me as a person like on a be at a mere aggressive like I'm not the type of person to hear that's a fake

[00:10:58] man that's an unexpected. She brought me, she brought, she she yeah yeah she I like how she said that was nice that was real nice. Yeah so like I'm just acting on a be

[00:11:13] so like when I say movement like just like my song mad enough I just dropped on Friday so well that song right there like it's so crazy around that time I was going through a lot

[00:11:25] like in January and in last year the in the last year I was going through a lot like I had a lot of stuff going on my personal life so and like I had different friends like turning your back

[00:11:35] on the all kinds of stuff so at this point I'm like real mad I'm real angry like something means in my head tell me I need to get back in all that but I remember that God said that

[00:11:44] Vengeance is he's so I had to really just have you with that and so I got really took like my I really surrender all the anger and bad energy that I had and I gave it a good and I end up

[00:11:56] like switching that energy around to like positive energy and just creating that song mad enough and behind that song like when I say movement I want my music to not just be music I want to be a

[00:12:08] movement like for the youth and like as a whole over in hip hop you know like I with a movement I want people to I want people to really hear me when I say so like you can hear

[00:12:22] that in the music like I want people to really feel that like hey like this girl is really standing for Christ like she's not just talking about it she actually is walking the walk

[00:12:31] and I want to be able to bring other people on that movement with me hmm that's good that's good man is there anything that you found out about yourself though through this journey that you just

[00:12:42] didn't know that God revealed to you I would say my pride honestly like it would me stand consistent and we end with me trying to do things in my own way I would say God must definitely

[00:12:58] reveal that to me because like I've always been like that like I'm I'm always the type of person where I'm trying to hurry up and do this and do that and God just tell me like hey you need to slow down

[00:13:12] you know like you don't have to rush things like this this right here what I'm taking you through this is a process with this music you know so that that's like a main thing that I start

[00:13:21] to learn like with music like I need to slow down and just take my time because I'll start to look at like other artists and one point I was looking at other artists trying to compare myself

[00:13:32] like hey like you need like do this do that you know same because this art years were for them this how they took off so fast and God had really changed my heart posture and like show me like

[00:13:42] no this isn't a comparison thing I need you to completely strictly focus on me so and once I started to do it that's the sound that I have now started to come out

[00:13:53] because like last year I the sound that I have now all that aggressive always been aggressive but not this aggressive you know what I mean like all the growling all that like I this right here's

[00:14:03] really new to me like it was like when I really sat down and really started listening to God's voice that's when I found that sound that's good yeah you know what kind of motivation or what kind

[00:14:16] of you know tips would you give a young lady up and coming young lady who maybe just really starting to know God like what would be like the success starter kit to know God that you

[00:14:26] would get this young lady some tips on how she can grow a better relationship with God I would say to honestly staying your word like that's what really helped me like stand in my

[00:14:37] word and getting like different devotionals that's what really helped me on my walk with God you know um because the more every day did I read the word it started to change my mindset because I always

[00:14:48] been a very intellectual person and like real knowledgeable of what I'm getting myself in so I would say like tips for that I would say the most definitely staying your word and

[00:14:59] don't focus so much on the religion but focus on the relationship with uh that's the main theme it's good that's good well me so you got to cross over a pio so I wouldn't be surprised if uh

[00:15:10] you know you get some mainstream artist starting to reach out to you do you think that would be something you would do would you work with the mainstream artist uh you know on a song if they

[00:15:19] kept it all you know within your artistry and what's your doing oh yeah it's most definitely I actually have a couple of them that have already reached out to me there's like kind of blowing my mind

[00:15:31] honestly that's what I said listen do tell who's the harder word is you like yeah so um one mainstream artist that I ended up um meeting in person with school you walk um he ended up reaching out to me

[00:15:44] personally um in my DMs like the it was like mid um last year you know reaching out me personally um matter of fact it was the first with that night's concert that they had netland so he ended up

[00:15:56] reaching out to me he was like hey since like you know I see potentially you I'm loving the sound and loving the you know you know the music and he reached out to me personally and inviting me to

[00:16:06] concert so I ended up coming out and I saw them perform and then that was like crazy there right there it was so loving so many you know I love city of alien and they show it every time all right me so

[00:16:19] that's what's up listen thank you for the tea we love school to walk around here we play him every single week um listen definitely come on man collab with my brother um obviously you know he just got signed

[00:16:31] I mean come on now so you cannot go wrong with anythingvert my voice go to y'all and uh when you get over there tell them come on just to quit the game I'll leave him out of everything okay I'll

[00:16:42] leave him yeah but uh listen thank you once again for stopping by the fix um thank you for sharing your ministry and your journey with everyone and please let's people know how they can follow

[00:16:53] the support you you guys can follow me at the real mezo on instagram and on TikTok and this is not space this is all together um and then to my latest song mad enough just drop this Friday so make

[00:17:05] sure you guys go stream that like I said like I just keep saying this this is not music to me this is a whole movement for God so I just want you guys to go listen to that song and I have more songs

[00:17:15] coming this time for real talk conversation and uh I'm excited guys this is uh this is going to be a great little conversation we have because uh we talk about this quite often and and I know at least

[00:17:28] for me and my personal circles especially when I go to the barber shop oh my goodness you wouldn't be surprised you'll be surprised how so many people have eyes on you that's like I feel like

[00:17:40] Pakistan times like all eyes on me um I can't do none wrong I promise you if I do some wrong it's gonna be on the first thing smoking on the press because they've been waiting

[00:17:49] they've been waiting because uh you know I'm always you know we're gonna follow you yes sometimes and that's why I say this topic is kind of you know we're gonna talk about both

[00:17:58] sides of it but you listen real talk topic today we're gonna talk about it you know people may not receive from you but they watch how you live yeah and um I'm excited because you brought this

[00:18:08] topic up dice and again just piggyback on I was saying I feel like uh especially as believers you know sometimes this this is gonna be problematic because we don't walk the walk we should walk

[00:18:24] but we so talk it though dice we talk about time it's very good we call every description oh no no we need to get those two shirts make come on dice I know you're

[00:18:35] working on being the brand or something like I want one and I mean I need one and I'm gonna be one yeah you're Christianeez you're gonna say yeah I got all them for you yeah we walk

[00:18:45] into places and you know you know take out is good and he is good but on the flip side we do in the work of representing him and it was perfect but you can't be you know

[00:18:58] feeling at every single thing but you're preaching to everybody telling them what they should you say you're saying how they should live in life well I'm just saying you know it yeah

[00:19:08] so we go by statistics I know you bring it up all the time and listen my wife listen that's what she do she no numbers it's a ticketing show you know you know out of 10 things you doing in

[00:19:18] your life and every bit of seven of my negative you know what we doing just showed it up what the enemy went in right now I'm just saying so Jesus are those the heavenly stats this is crazy no um I would say every pastor minister church

[00:19:43] you know bishop apostle you name it there's a huge opportunity to teach about how to live after salvation you know saying like how to live because I know for a fact especially starting with covid I saw a lot of people walk away from the

[00:20:00] faith because of they went online and they saw a certain person talking about this they ran not if they ran they ran they ran but a lot of people were exposed because they were indoors

[00:20:11] and didn't have that you know saying so this is something we preach often especially towards the your page needs to reflect how you live because when somebody knew lands on your page

[00:20:23] they don't have time to decipher if you just went out but a weekend it was your birthday that's why you was turned up you know saying your brother just got out of jail that's why you decided to hit the

[00:20:31] do you know nobody understands what you're doing I'm being honest like so you don't need to be posting all your business because and and I'm saying this to be honest because we know we have a lot

[00:20:43] of Christians who they do not practice what they preach that's like when you realize you're called into the ministry though now is when you're like okay god should I post that okay

[00:20:53] lower should I let people know like even sometimes my husband will stop me because he would just be out celebrating or at a particular spot and he's like I know you want to post that picture

[00:21:03] but you know I'm saying you don't you can't explain it all the way so you don't want to you know lose your audience or lose people who are following you because you're following Jesus

[00:21:13] and that's what I'm trying to say here is like yeah I'm still not a police keep talking off the air please keep talking off the air is you know I I anybody who knows me by now

[00:21:28] by listening to the show I don't really care what you think about me because I do serve the Lord so I'm constantly kind of focused on Christ now I do you know fail sometimes but I'm just saying

[00:21:38] my attitude is what I do is my business I'm grown you know I'm saying but when you're a man or woman or god of God you really have to think about how you live in front of people you know like

[00:21:49] that that you live in front of God should be your number one thing but also people matter and we can't do this thing you know how we were talking about this last week god knows my heart going

[00:21:57] to my heart it's like yeah god knows your heart but your church though and your ministry though may not know your heart in the way that God does and until God reveals that to them they're following you

[00:22:10] and and I think that's a hard thing for pastors ministers bishops apostle everybody to teach their congregations or their ministries but you should you should say hey how you show up it's

[00:22:22] how people receive you that's it because perception is reality and yes you could be saved as you want to be but perception is reality to 85 80% of the world you know they follow what they see

[00:22:35] for if I will what they see that's why one person could be you know you could have like the the most popular pastor on point for 20 years and as soon as he does something a post one picture

[00:22:45] you know like well the teacher had him posted picture him and his wife she was twerking oh the world fell apart the world fell apart and it was like look I'm not saying he couldn't post it

[00:22:53] what I'm saying is we saw the reaction of people who have been following that their pages and as soon as they saw something that looked like the world they didn't even read the underneath

[00:23:04] to see this celebration you know it was just like oh my gosh who's a video you know and they just because a lot of people they're not you know as intelligent as some others and let's just be real

[00:23:13] they just go off of what they see you know that's what I'm saying that's why I said a lot of Christians don't want to have this particular conversation because they think they can still do whatever they want to do and it's like sorry good no I'm on one

[00:23:33] it's hard to say too I want to post stuff you know and it's so funny because I want to post all my little AI pictures you know she got AI I got AI pictures she got 6 abs you know she got crop tops

[00:23:45] you know I'm working on my abs I'm like okay she don't beat me she got 6 abs my whole girl you do not do not post that but yeah even though it's not a picture of me

[00:23:57] he's like don't need people coming to your page because your AI has his stomach out because now it's like they're coming over here for that they're not coming over here for God and I was like okay

[00:24:09] you know and but for me I'm like okay you know he's like nah and I think that is the same that's good yeah and I think what comes down to it will all you were saying are that I was

[00:24:20] thinking like actions speak louder than words and I've got times people don't they don't recognize that you know everybody talk it but our actions and behaviors often have a more significant impact

[00:24:29] on others than the words that we're teaching alone and we need to get to a place to where we understand that and we're doing it and and here's the thing we we we we preach we understand we

[00:24:41] we get a living work every day why do we think when we get this living word that we not supposed to transform like that's a struggle that I struggle and me myself to as well again I'm telling

[00:24:52] you all right now I have been back and forth struggling with this fitness journey but I am on it I'm gonna stay consistent I might more but I'm gonna get back up but I'm not gonna

[00:25:00] give up and I'm I'm I'm always telling people oh this this is it you know I ain't conquer the yet but I'm gonna keep fighting but a lot of people don't even want to start to struggle

[00:25:10] or even get they struggling this air they just keep going through the motions acting like this is okay this is not okay this is not right there they're right there you said a lot of people don't want

[00:25:21] to admit that this is causing them to stumble right I would take that one step further and say a lot of people don't want to admit that what I do causes people to stumble

[00:25:38] oh that's real yeah that's real not as real in the middle of this real talk conversation and we just you know talking about it today you know people may not receive you know receive you but they are

[00:25:49] watching how you live and before one to break guys you brought it up a lot of people don't want to hold this stuff accountable for being a role model a representation of Christ you know

[00:26:03] the power of their example of how they live and how they walk like that has power like yeah you can't just talk things you can't see things and think that the things that you say or

[00:26:13] the way that you live does not impact your circle your family your friends people you go to church with I got full transparency um again when I first turned my life over let me very clear I was

[00:26:26] serving in outreach ministry and I hadn't gave up the you bought up that dooby ministry I hadn't gave up that dooby ministry just yeah I was on my way guys I was struggling you know I

[00:26:35] he never loved it and Lord knows I would go you know call my dude and say you had bring that quote over I need to be really stressed so it's funny because I pulled up in the parking lot one

[00:26:46] day I wasn't smoking the dooby I was smoking on the way I was I was I was I was I'm a gift free y'all want to act like y'all a perfect bless y'all like that ain't been my life that ain't been my

[00:26:56] walk I have struggled yeah a lot of things I wouldn't positive but I was on my way to church it was a man's service it was a people I was I was pumped up we was going to good work a lot of

[00:27:07] me were coming out we was going to basketball flag football space back down to whatever you just a whole man's thing but yeah you know I have stressful day and work that day I know

[00:27:15] lot hard day work so in my transition from going to leaving the barber shop because just got the first cut of course everything's at the barber shop in the city I don't know about

[00:27:25] job barber shops but yeah you know that guy was there I didn't hop in the car and got my look at that and you know on my way to church I'm rolling me one smoke that and smoke that black

[00:27:33] and my foot up in the parking line one of the eldest of the church I never did it I'd never get it I never did like it was yesterday I thought I was you know cool I'm like all right

[00:27:46] put it out boom boom boom boom I got my air freshener you know I got my hand sanitized putting on my hands I got to try to get off my hands so I get the bathroom check it myself

[00:27:54] and hold right next to me soon as I got out hey what's up man other bye bye bye he said hey what's going on you good I say I'm good I said no are you're good yeah I'm good

[00:28:04] and that's this way of saying you know I was I and I say yeah pray for me other I am but again I'm trying to come in here I'm trying to get this work he said well I'm glad you're coming

[00:28:14] to get your word but I want you to go home today he said me home so I want you to go home today he say because you have started serving in ministry whether you know what

[00:28:23] or not men have been started watching how you grind I need to go on to the home the shelter how you've been given out on bags of groceries every single Saturday for the last three months

[00:28:32] and the ones who may be bags in the faith don't understand looking at you you coming here high now they think it's okay to do it so it's a stand you know and I went home I didn't

[00:28:45] I didn't disrespect them I didn't argue with them I didn't say nothing nothing nothing I helped myself accountable and he wanted me to know that it's bigger than just you

[00:28:55] it is bigger than just you I mean it is why Christ died he died so we could be set free set free from all the things that bind us and keep us from God so in us continuing

[00:29:10] in a particular sin and here's it could be just a false sin and you know like a false sin could be maybe you became an alcoholic what it came to drink and wine you're not going to go to hell

[00:29:23] for drinking wine it's just because you have put your wine in front of God and that's the first thing you think about that's what you grab before you talk to God that's what you drink all day

[00:29:31] you know you stumbling as a Bible is very clear like stumbling people can take stuff out your pockets because you're not cognizant now it's the now you're sending you know so it's like a new believer is usually a weak believer meaning they haven't had enough godly experiences yet

[00:29:48] to fully know that God is in control so when they see you out of control they believe that God might not be able to deliver them for everything so it's like yeah they see you still struggling

[00:29:59] with you you know you're whatever your addictions whatever they may be it puts doubt in the new believers heart and that's where we're sending against the word and God it's like that's what I said

[00:30:11] when you were talking right before a break and you're like yeah you know and meeting something I'm doing is causing somebody to double know that first Corinthians eight and thirteen is when Paul

[00:30:21] is taught telling us if what is it therefore if what I eat causes my brother or sister to fall it's a sin I will never eat me again so that I will not cause them to fall you think Paul

[00:30:32] like I ain't going to know stakes no more no he's like I can eat that in front of people who have consecrated themselves to the Lord in a way where they don't eat me why would I tempt them

[00:30:41] I'm just like the devil then you know so it's like we have to know how we show up matters and that's all I'm trying to say like we have to you know it's hard to remember that too when you

[00:30:55] just want to be free because I'll be real with you by the time you get home from work in or you you don't dealt with Joe crazy family or you got a problem in your relationship or next week

[00:31:04] hey yeah next week is payday you just want to do what you want to do we get that you know I'm saying but it is very important that we show up in the best way we can especially in front of our

[00:31:16] brother and sister and if you know they struggle in we don't need to be enticing them you know to struggle even more or act in like God doesn't have the power to deliver us from our sin because

[00:31:28] God delivers it all of us as soon as we ask and let go of it so that's why you know that's typically why you can tell if a person is a true believer or not because if they still do

[00:31:39] it the same thing they were doing five years ago you ain't trusting God for nothing facts don't you ain't trusting God for nothing so yeah we how we show up super super matters

[00:31:48] we have so many examples of that and um this is just some more in Christ that we can do and be so it's like that little thing you don't want to let go of please that's what's holding you back

[00:31:58] for your blessing honestly holding you all the way back that's why something got broke I'm still that's fired yeah well what you can do about it this is it's a year come on you know how

[00:32:12] to people in family you know they smoke weed all day but they'll call you ask you for $20 I have these people in my job you pay my phone bill see no okay no so stop spending your money in the wrong place

[00:32:26] and you'll be able to pay your phone bill but yeah no there's a sidebar my first train you know but I go to the topic that go to the topic because yeah you talk to me you're

[00:32:38] always talking about what you got what you're doing and yeah your finances is a very very important thing I've been checking this area to as well I ain't always had a little money in my

[00:32:48] pocket I have been a bad sturderman in the past who was well and I had to come to grips and get it together and understand that listen no no I need to make sure I adjust this address this and get past it

[00:33:02] you know I told the story about me getting to jobs and listen shout out got to get to your purpose how gotta give me a second job and I meet the station manager who will help pretty much

[00:33:11] intern me to even getting the radio won't go do it so I mean I mean yeah that's how the fix was started I never did any radio at all and got a second job to get out of debt because

[00:33:23] me and my wife got fed up with saying you know what we're gonna stop being hit the crisis talking about you know I'm saying this and that and we got a little change and we live in

[00:33:30] house or we live in board and all those got to turn that thing around yeah yeah no it was listen shout out to y'all that keep doing it no no change I'm telling y'all live in

[00:33:40] witness changing and I'm still working on some stuff now y'all just wait I know this next move y'all been pretty this next move my my chair lock jokes my fuck but anyway I was able to get

[00:33:51] into purpose for recognizing that I was we were in the financial crisis we were in debt it need to be addressed oh no man anything is clearly in Romans when you talk about being a

[00:34:01] a debtor to the debt the debt collector let's keep on the change that thing around so that got us in purpose that has a fixed radio show to this day thank y'all for you know

[00:34:10] rockin with us another blessed blessed day pray today was a blessing of y'all that real talk conversation little aggressive but necessary guys little aggressive but necessary no yeah well

[00:34:23] I'm just saying we just we got to get into this we got to get better this is the season where we're gonna grow I mean we need to be growing together too so people might not receive you know from

[00:34:32] you but they do watch how you live so it's just a time for us to grow up I think spiritually and just know we have followers that's the whole point of Instagram half the time is we're trying

[00:34:42] to gain an audience but trust me our audiences live by what we show them not necessarily what we're talking about sometimes people just watch the video don't even turn to sound up wow so I'm

[00:34:54] just I'm just I'm keeping it out and like people watch how we live and it's important that we're showing them that we are following Jesus as they're following us because they might not really be saved

[00:35:04] they might not be saved they might just you watch us to see if it's possible you know so well I'm gonna grow that's how we overcome that's what the Bible says the correct this says

[00:35:15] hey we go overcome by what the blood of the lamb the word of our testimony but we have to continue to talk about what God has brought us from and where God has taken us to and we have to show it too

[00:35:26] not just say you know my grandma used to say the audio ain't matching the video it's like the audio got to match the video so you can just be out here talking at talk and it doesn't look like it

[00:35:37] you know then they need to line up so that was not that was very good stuff but until you just said that I'm sitting over here thinking like do do people understand the impact they can have on people

[00:35:51] walk with God like what you you literally just said people are watching you and they trying to see if it's possible so it's almost like people are reserved to believe in this God that we push or

[00:36:03] you may a person may be pushing them without seeing the action behind it so I'm just thinking like oh that's deep like I could be in charge of somebody not getting in no God on a higher level or coming

[00:36:14] to God like they need to come to God because I live and write but I'm talking it that's kind of deep oh my God say it is true listen listen I'm asking for forgiveness not Lord if I've ever represented

[00:36:27] you to wrong I live in the right way please forgive me and please help me to do the right things I listen I mean that's a hard charge right there I think that one of a lot of people here like that's deep nice

[00:36:37] I did but you know what we hear for it and they can download the app they can press for you one and they can go to Holy Ghost and not net tomorrow and they can catch this on our YouTube page so

[00:36:47] they don't ever forget it get that's real that's real good stuff we pray for y'all and pray for us to as well how good was Mizo Mizo came on here and I'm excited she's a young up in

[00:37:00] coming to New Artist in our space Christian hip hop and then go real a tight cadence you know is there really aggressive yeah yeah yeah so I'm excited she's working on new work I mean new music

[00:37:13] so I'm excited for you know what she's working on and look for to yeah continue to you know here's some quality music from her too as well so shout-out to you Mizo for doing everything that

[00:37:24] you do so yeah yeah yeah we gonna get her back all soon diced I know she working on some singles so uh that's the work on it we gonna get her back all all right y'all we gotta get out of here

[00:37:34] that's it that's it we gonna get out of here y'all we gonna get y'all tomorrow same time same place we love y'all as always remember to stay focused on trying to get negative into a positive

[00:37:43] Jesus Christ it's always the answer kingdom of answer should always be to go to fix this in we out